i'm meant to be happy for you.

it hurts that you're smile isn't for me any more. that all the things you used to tell me, mean nothing to you any more, that i mean nothing to you any more. But what hurts the most is that you can look, and laugh, and love like you did before, but yet i'm left like this. I'm left feeling jealous, and angry. With a forced smile plastered on my face. I'm meant to be happy for you. But how can I be?